Substance

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Substance

Written by: Debbie Billingsley



I crave the substance
I acquire bags of it
In abundance
In my dreams
In my thoughts
But in reality
I can't touch it
Smells of cat piss
Doesn't taste any better
But just thinking about it
It's making my mouth
My throat
Wetter
And wetter
Amphetamines
Speed
Fet
Call it what you will
It gets me high
It makes me happy
It gives me that temporary thrill
I want it
I desire it
But in reality
I can't fucking have it
It's wrong
It's illegal
It makes me sick
It plays with my head 
It damages my heart
It turns me right back into an addict
So what do I do
When I suddenly crave
This substance I can't have???
I drool
And I shake
And I curse the day
I first said 'get me a bag'






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